ashes and wine

It's weird how little you can know about someone that makes you fall the hardest. I barely know you yet I feel so at home when I'm with you. I feel at peace, comforted, like there is no where else I could be that would make me feel safer. And what SUCKS about this all is you have trust issues and Im not sure if you really believe me when I say that I've never felt this way before.

I mean ya, it is weird cuz I was in a relationship for three years before this, but this feeling...the one I get when I am with you isn't something Ive ever experienced before.

So I tell you that but then I just sit as I watch you with her. I wish I could know what it would take to make you mine, but I guess I'm just gonna be vulnerable for a while because thats the only thing I know to do right now.

It sucks that I love so easy and let go so hard.
I just wish the people I truly love and care about could see this.
oh how i could just scream....